Saturday, May 28, 2016

The Story of Us

Temptation.
Affair.
Fling.
Lust.
Euphoria.
Temporary.
Those are things my friends, and probably his too, said to me when I told them about him. About us what I'm feeling. They might be right. They might be wrong. They might be both. 

You know I don't believe in 'love at the first sight'. But I have to admit that I was attracted to the thought of him since the very first time I heard things about him.

The moment he came and talked with our office mate, who sat in front of me back then, I knew he's my type. Sounds cheesy? Well... I've never said it before I met him. Or have I?

As a new girl at work, I called people with 'Mas', 'Mbak', or 'Kak' even they're younger than me. But I don't know why I called him by his first name. Only name, no formality-thingy. Until weeks ago he asked me "why do you call him 'Mas', but call me only (let's call him) Leonardo?". He doesn't know I like his name.

...Just like he didn't know I wanted to call him 'Sayang' instead of 'Bang' as he requested.